Thursday, 7 March 2013

chapter 22 给五年后的自己

这一篇日记,又或者说是一封给五年后自己的一封信
也许应该set在reminder,五年后的自己一定要读这一篇日记

现在的我21岁,我很想看回15、16岁的自己到底是怎么看这个世界。
我那时候的价值观又是什么??


那时候的我,有两个很好很好的朋友。还记得答应对方,以后结婚生孩子以后要怎样怎样。
七八年了,两个很好的朋友剩一个。
另外一个,我真的不明白。以前糖黐豆,现在却成为了很陌生很陌生的朋友,甚至连招呼都不打那种。不解 ~
还有一个,认识我的人都知道她是谁。 反倒和这个死党还是很好,我们的性格完全是相反的我。
我曾问她:为什么我们的性格那么大分别却还能那么好?
她答:大概是因为包容吧

当年自己看世界的价值观都不记得了
在你们眼中当年的我,到底是一个怎样的人?

现在的我,我承认我很现实
甚至有人说那个bell很现实很虚荣的,交的男朋友都是读taylor不然就是去australia读书的
天呐,不都是同一个人吗?

我现实我爱名牌,但至少我的东西都是自己赚钱自己买。
我从来没要男生买这个那个给我
吊!你21岁能自己做工不伸手跟爸妈拿零用钱,自己供车你才来讲我现实!
很自豪的说,21岁的我读着degree year two。
我现在完全没跟爸爸妈妈要钱,我自己赚钱自己花,自己供车...什么都自己!
我要的名牌我会自己买,我不想哪天穿在身上什么东西会被某个人说你身上一身名牌还不是靠人家的!
超糗的!买不起名牌不就用着普普通通没牌子的包包咯,我也觉得没那个必要去买翻版!
反正要买就买正版,不要明明是穷还要扮有钱人。
没什么大不了的,你21岁用名牌包是你家的事!总有一天我会靠自己双手赚来的买名牌给自己而不是靠父母靠男人!

也许是过于独立,看男生的标准也不同了。
对于21岁的男生,你还在伸手跟爸爸妈妈拿钱,我真的有点无言!
也许自己本身就是个麻烦,我真的需要个比我强很多的男生!

比如说,我在某某地方迷路,我打给这个男朋友,我希望他能做我的gps,能教我怎么样走。
某女就说:那你干脆就嫁给taxi佬吧
我就心想,难道说迷路我不该打给男朋友还是说该打给别的男人?
男朋友不是都要来依靠的吗,一个不小心你就会和这个男人一生一世了。
找一个强一点的,不都是保障自己的未来吗?
那当然,人家尽了男朋友的本分,身为女朋友的也要尽女朋友的·本分。
不要一味说人家对你好是理所当然的!

最近都一直在幻想自己下一个男朋友会是什么样
渴望爱?看见身边的朋友恋爱去了,自己还单身那么久!
当然,宁缺莫滥!
所以到现在都还是单身
单身没什么不好,至少我去哪去喝酒都不必要交代!
可能有些人说这是安慰自己的接口
可是我觉得没什么不对的,至少我还是自由身。

我告诉自己五年后一定要有自己的事业和一辆让自己自豪的车!
不是说我saga仔不好,只是说把那是给自己的一个动力。
不知道五年后的我会是做着什么样的工作??
也许五年前的自己都没想过五年后的自己在读着degree了...

总而言之,
只有没魅力的女生才会说男生花心,
只有没能力的男生才会说女生现实。



xoxo  

Tuesday, 8 January 2013

chapter 21 resolution 2013#

Bro: jeh, why you can't do this?you're 20 years old. oppss sorry, you're 21 years old now.
Me: ....

dafuq, my bro always remind me how old am i! always scold me why 21 years old still afraid the little tiny brownie cockroach! this is the most annoying thing that my bro keep on reminded me -.-
so he is always my superhero. when i saw this little tiny brownie, i will shout out loud his name. He will come teasing me but after while he will save me :)

i din write down any resolution for 2012.
what happen to me? only 20 post for 2012, nothing much to remember or i just too busy to blog?
I guess both ba :/

i should blog more, is 2013 right now...FOREVER 21 right??

just now i review my old blog, i laugh non stop. what i had done on my previous time? owhhhmyyyogddd !!
i just realize that i wasted so much time on a person, the same person.
i din't said that i regret, he make me laugh make me cry and we loved each other. 

okayyy, my 2013 resolution.
first thing, i want find a boyfie before VALENTINE DAY. *god blessed me pleaseeeee* :(
second thing. i am not that greedy, just same like last year. all my CGPA is 3.0 and above

#3 i want to go pulau redang with tkk !!
#4 must buy myself something as a birthday present, is my 21st birthday ehhh
#5 i want to go singapore to celebrate christmas! goshhh, i finish my exam on 24 dec :(

some more????  why my wish list is so little !! ewww !!


i found this from a blogger.
if you have no idea for your resolution, try on this.

mine word are:  LOVE   EXPERIENCE   POPULARITY 

love - means that i will get a boyfie very soon? :p hope so, hahah!
experience- i will try on different career to gain different experience.
popularity- i have no idea on this

i should set alarm for myself, review this post on 31122013 :D


xoxo

Tuesday, 1 January 2013

chapter 20 one step forward ;)

I AM A HAPPY KIDS THAT COME FROM A BIG FAMILY

tonssss of love from this happy family especially my dad, my mom and my brother.
finally i finish all my assignment and GOD blessed, my final over :D that's why i am a happy kids right now.
i am really busy on november and december.
everytime yumcha with babe girls i will bring along my laptop to do my assignment. One heart two use. Heee. i don't wanna skip my babe girls gathering session. Girl talk always cheer me up.
what in my mind is i should party all the day on my degree year one and year two, year three is the most important.
facts that, degree year two and is only sem one already drove me crazy :(( so stressful !!

november is all about presentation and assignment.
december get ready for final, continuous five day. 4 theory subject and one calculation subject.
I wonder that how do i get over my final.
dad purposely went to buy redbull for me at the middle of the night. *heartmelt*
guess this help a lot !!

one thing to remark on december definitely is 12122012.
wootsss, the last year that the date will be repeated.
celebrate my special day with these happening people.
we went uncle jang for dinner then haegen dazs chocolate fondue for dessert !! *thumbssssupppp*



she so pretty and look sweet in this picture.
she always brings lots of fun for us.
love her, catherine voo.



Next thing, can't wait to tell my son and grandson that i still survived and the sun still rise up on 22 DECEMBER 2012.

Next, cousin weeding. Awesome weeding ever !!!
Cousin sister set the rule, everyone have to wear red colour to attend buffet and purple colour for weeding dinner.
here is the picture, it looks great fantastic marvelous !! :)




it looks like chinese new year. the house full of joyful. :D


the actual day.
the couple book this from hong kong. is sooooo cute !!
















                      love this picture so much, it seems like mom and auntie get drunk already :D





                                                            oppa gangnam style




all the best for cousieee and welcome to our big family :)


after weeding dinner is my time, yeahhh !! :D
Celebrate my christmas eve at Kl stage with the babe girls and mable boyfie, marcus and lian ping.
I am so excited when i am on the way, keep talking non-stop.
DAFUQQQ, we only knew that they have released our table on 11.30pm.
unfortunatelly we reach at 11.45pm.
Full house ad, the stupid fucker ambassador still ask us to buy alcohol first.
okay then, they take 6 bottle and pay money.
She said no more table for us.
Holly shit, we plan to go next round.
before we leave, we saw kk coursemate sean tee, drunk ad.
sit alone, so pity !!
haiya, that stage night really pissed me off !!

finally we left at 3am and we back to kk house.
okayyy then, party start !!
din take much picture on that night but we have a lot fun.
is super duper funny on the card game session !!
drunk at 6am, kk carry me to her bedroom.
i think they still continue, not sure until what time.
i awake 1.30pm.

so i thought that i will spent my christmas alone.
night time sean tee bring me and kk to i city. YEAHHHH !!
and we entered into the snow world.


























this is my christmas.
so what next? new year eve !!
i celebrate christmas eve with my friend so have to balance back.
Celebrate new year eve with family and my cousiee !!


























 went to cousiee home which is near to solaris.
her condo is at 23rd floor, it is a nice view to watch PJ area firework.

even though desa park city firework is longer than soloris firework, but solaris firework is awesome.
nearly same like hong kong disneyland.

end my post with this awesome firework picture.















new year new hope new hairstyle !!
shit, i regret now !!


xoxo